Are you a do-er? Or a be-er? Do you make things happen, or watch to see what happens?
Advent is pretty big on waiting. Each year, we wait anew for the story to unfold--the prophets' words, the angels' whispers, the shepherds' trusting quest, the magis' calculations and dogged pilgrimage from away, the brave mother, her faith-filled fiance, the hush of the stable. And over it all, that star, silent, beckoning. The world holds its breath, waiting on the time to be right, nearly past right, for the Baby.
And there is another Advent waiting, another yearning. Again the prophets' words, this time about the birth of a world remade, a world replete with justice, compassion, peace. A world where war and weeping, where betrayal and disregard, where enriching some by injuring others, are faint and fading memories. The world holds its breath, waiting on the time to be right, nearly past right, for the realm the Baby, grown, promised was near at hand, within us.
But this is no idle waiting. This waiting comes with hammer and nail, with shoe leather and caring hands. Waiting for the realm of heaven to be made manifest is no 'sit back and watch' sort of waiting. It is active waiting, waiting with your work clothes on. It is catching a vision of the realm of heaven, and risking your current status, privilege, advantage to usher that realm into being. To be co-laborers with God in welcoming the household of love, enough for all the world.
This, too, is Advent. Wait, and work.
a pilgrim's journey, looking for light in a shades-of-grey world; not haunted by the big questions in life, instead inspired by them; looking for glimpses of grace in every encounter.
Tuesday, December 5, 2017
Monday, December 4, 2017
...gritty and pretty
I spent a few quiet moments last evening sitting still in my music room, in the dark, staring into the twinkly white lights of the big Christmas tree. I was transfixed, watching the tiny lights glint off beloved figures of angels and miniature musical instruments, each ornament holding memory of place and time. Plus, I was too exhausted to move, so the sitting still felt pretty inevitable.
Everything was so sparkly...so perfect...so pretty.
Reluctantly I got up to make my interview list for today's site visit, walked into the darkened den to get my file case...and ran full force into the tall, heavy, still-boxed-up Christmas tree for the den! Flipping on the light, I remembered that the entire room was pretty full of decoration boxes, yet to be unpacked. I had wrestled them down from the storage on Saturday, and there they sat, mostly.
My holiday home is a combination of gritty and pretty. Matter of fact, so is my life. How about yours?
Jesus was born into a world of beauty and of cruelty, wealth and poverty, ease and strife. As he grew, he didn't shrink from either gritty or pretty--he made himself at home in the midst of what real life brought.
Jesus took on the wholeness of being human--gritty, pretty, all the plainness in between--and lived in our rooms. The ones with the decorated trees, and the ones with unpacked boxes.
Everything was so sparkly...so perfect...so pretty.
Reluctantly I got up to make my interview list for today's site visit, walked into the darkened den to get my file case...and ran full force into the tall, heavy, still-boxed-up Christmas tree for the den! Flipping on the light, I remembered that the entire room was pretty full of decoration boxes, yet to be unpacked. I had wrestled them down from the storage on Saturday, and there they sat, mostly.
My holiday home is a combination of gritty and pretty. Matter of fact, so is my life. How about yours?
Jesus was born into a world of beauty and of cruelty, wealth and poverty, ease and strife. As he grew, he didn't shrink from either gritty or pretty--he made himself at home in the midst of what real life brought.
Jesus took on the wholeness of being human--gritty, pretty, all the plainness in between--and lived in our rooms. The ones with the decorated trees, and the ones with unpacked boxes.
Sunday, December 3, 2017
...solid gold and super glue
Every year, unboxing the Christmas ornaments is an exercise in breath-holding. Because some of these ornaments date from my childhood years, age and wear and the elements sometimes get the better of them. And I always end up with a small bunch of ornaments laid on the kitchen counter, precious because of the memories they hold, but bearing the wounds of a year on the shelf. It's then that I make one of many holiday pilgrimages to the store for super glue.
My holiday decorating is a balancing act between the precious and the pasted-together.
When I think of the Biblical account of Jesus' birth, I think things might have felt much the same for the cast of characters. so many details feel cobbled together with tape and glue: a man and his really-pregnant with definitely-not-his-baby almost-wife shows up in his kinfolks' town, and finds no one to take them in; angels sing the most glorious birth announcement to clueless shepherds, who were generally suspicious in polite society; magi are wise enough to follow star charts to a new king, and clueless enough to blab about it to the murderous, jealous current one.
And in a surprising synthesis of solid gold and super glue, Love was born.
And every little thing is gonna be alright.
My holiday decorating is a balancing act between the precious and the pasted-together.
When I think of the Biblical account of Jesus' birth, I think things might have felt much the same for the cast of characters. so many details feel cobbled together with tape and glue: a man and his really-pregnant with definitely-not-his-baby almost-wife shows up in his kinfolks' town, and finds no one to take them in; angels sing the most glorious birth announcement to clueless shepherds, who were generally suspicious in polite society; magi are wise enough to follow star charts to a new king, and clueless enough to blab about it to the murderous, jealous current one.
And in a surprising synthesis of solid gold and super glue, Love was born.
And every little thing is gonna be alright.
Friday, December 1, 2017
...don't look for that, here
Christ’s is no earthly kingdom; it comes from heaven
above.
His rule secures our freedom, and justice, truth, and
love.
Hope, peace, and joy our treasure, God’s love above all
measure,
Hosanna to the Lord, for He fulfills God’s word!
---Mikael Franzen, 1800's, tr. Philip M. Young, 2005
Not that kind of kingdom. Not that kind of king.
Those who followed Jesus when he walked the paths and
skirted the shores of the Holy Land so long ago got it wrong. They looked for
power (as they understood power), might (mainly
military), the overturning of Roman rule
and the restoration of the rightful place of the people of God (top
of the heap). It was the lore on their
lips, the dream in their hearts, the birthright they claimed. Now was the time,
and Jesus was their man/king/savior.
We still get it wrong today. Every time we long for power more than compassion. Every time we
ransom the welfare of ‘the least of these’ for another rung on the social
ladder. Every time we trade the divine undercurrent of joy for cheap momentary
happiness. Every time we look to Jesus as a vendor to supply us our momentary
desires rather than the Vine to connect us to the life that is truly Life.
Because Christ’s is not that kind of kingdom. And Jesus is
not that kind of king.
Don’t look for that, here.
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Friday, November 24, 2017
...the harmony of rising
Lift every voice and sing, till earth and heaven ring,
ring with the harmonies of liberty;
let our rejoicing rise, high as the listening skies, let
it resound loud as the rolling sea.
Sing a song full of the faith that the dark past has
taught us,
sing a song full of the hope that the present has brought
us;
facing the rising sun of our new day begun, let us march
on till victory is won.
---James Weldon Johnson, 1900
This hymn, penned by the incredible American poet James
Weldon Johnson at the turning of the 20th century, gives me the
chills, partly for the inspiration of the text, and partly for the personal
history it holds for me. As a very young teacher in downtown Atlanta, I was
introduced to this song, as my students often sang it alongside the national
anthem as part of their morning inspiration. These children, not just in the
singing of this anthem, were often my teachers in those tender years; and these
words of hope were often a lifeline for me.
Today when I sat with this text, what came rushing to mind
were words from another song. In ‘I Have Made Mistakes’, the Oh Hellos sing:
We have lived in fear, we have
lived in fear, and our fear has betrayed us
And
we will overcome, we will overcome the apathy that has made us
Cause we are not alone, we are
not alone in the dark with our demons
We have made mistakes, we have
made mistakes, but we’ve learned from them.
I see so many beautiful parallels between these two songs.
The first truth, one that my own life bears out again and again, is that the
past, even the dark, can be a teacher. The voice of hope, the overcoming, is
strongly threaded throughout. But what stood out to me the most tonight (is
it because we are working on harmony singing in Older Children’s Choir each
Sunday night lately?) is the emphasis on
‘not-aloneness’. This world becomes so much less overwhelming when you are
holding hands with a brother or sister. And, although you can sing a beautiful
melody by yourself, you will never sing beautiful harmony until you sing it
with others.
This hopeful, tough, overcoming, rising, life of ours? It
is made for life together. And we belong to each other.
Saturday, November 18, 2017
...in it, and of it
I want
to walk as a child of the light; I want to follow Jesus.
God
set the stars to give light to the world; the star of my life is Jesus.
In Him
there is no darkness at all; the night and the day are both alike.
The
Lamb is the light of the city of God: Shine in my heart, Lord Jesus.
---Kathleen Thomerson, 1966
This text deals with the duality of light, peculiar to
religious expression. In the faith view of Christianity, Jesus is a light out
front of us, to guide us in the right path. This light guides both our belief
and our everyday action, leading us to consider the quality of Jesus’ light to
form our own quality of life.
But there is a second aspect to the light that is Jesus.
That light exists not only outside of us, to guide, but abides to light our
inner lives. Jesus lives and works in the world, but also lives and works in
our hearts, both beckoning and
urging. This light guides our steps, and
illuminates our souls. We are in the light, and made of it.
I want to walk as a child of the light.
Saturday, November 11, 2017
...in various wrappings
In our
joys and in our sorrows, days of toil and hours of ease,
still he calls in cares and pleasures, “Christian, love me more than these.”
Jesus
calls us: by your mercies, Savior, may we hear your call,
Give
our hearts to full obedience, serve and love you best of all.
---Cecil F. Alexander, 1852
“Christian, love me more than these.” It seems safe to say the thought of being called to
love Jesus more than the temporal pleasures of this world is not uncommon. Here
in this hymn we are called from the “worship of the vain world’s
golden store,” from idols that keep us from
God, from joys, from hours of ease, from pleasures. All the things that
distract us from our true selves in Christ seem to fit into one of these
categories. All the empty glittery good stuff with which the world entices us seems to be covered.
But then I notice: other distractions are mentioned, and
they don’t seem as obvious as the pleasures. There is the “tumult of our
life’s wild, restless sea” noted in the
first verse, and sorrow, days of toil, and cares. Is Cecil Alexander implying
that the cares, sorrows, worries, and busy-ness of daily life can also keep us
from devotion to our Savior? I think so.
And now that I think about it, he may be right. The things
that distract me from walking in Jesus’ way come wrapped in all sorts of
packages. What hinders you from daily following Jesus?
Thursday, November 2, 2017
...for ALL the saints
And when the strife is fierce, the warfare long,
Steals on the ear the distant triumph song,
And hearts are brave again and arms are strong.
Alleluia!
---William Walsham How, 1864
Some weeks just wear you down. Your good intentions are
misconstrued, your to-do list is filled with didn’ts, your best effort isn’t
good enough. The half-inch of restoring rain is forgotten in months of choking
drought. The dream job you studied for and fought to land has turned into the
shackles and chains that threaten to drag you under with the weight of stress
and pressure. The last-minute, miracle touchdown drive is replaced in memory by
your opponent’s last-second pass-that-defied-logic, and you lose…again.
What keeps me coming back to this place, week after week,
when the world doesn’t always make sense? It’s the song I hear in the distance,
peculiar to this place---this place filled with the spirits of those gone on
before, and the spirits of those in the pew next to me. The song is one of
triumph; and our hearts, mine and yours, are brave again, and our arms are
strong.
Just in time to tackle another week in the real world,
strengthened by the song I hear in this place, among these saints.
Friday, October 27, 2017
...in the tough middle
If you will only let God guide you, and hope in Him
through all your ways,
whatever comes, He’ll stand beside you, to bear you
through the evil days;
who trusts in God’s unchanging love builds on the Rock
that cannot move.
---Georg Neumark, 1657
“Gray
skies are gonna clear up! Put on a happy face!
Brush
off the clouds and cheer up! Put on a happy face!”
Penned by lyricist Lee Adams for the mod musical Bye Bye
Birdie, these upbeat lyrics spread a
‘feel-good gospel’—just smile, because life is gonna be all rainbows and flower
gardens. Good things happen to good people! You attract what you resemble!
…and, by implication, if life is not so good, you must be doing it
wrong.
Well, friends, this hymn, 460 years old this year, calms me
considerably. Because frankly, what I just described isn’t my life, not every
day. Some days, my smile may be a little forced, or absent altogether. Some
days, my happy face may be grimy with struggle, or streaked with tears. And on
those days? On those days, the last thing I need is the added guilt of
believing that my struggle is proof of my failure to live right, proof of my
lack of faith.
This life, with our good God, is not lived above the fray,
but in its midst—in the grimy, scary, tough middle. What promise, what comfort,
then, that we don’t make our way through these days alone, but in the company
of God beside us. What better place to
pitch our tent than on the solid rock of the abiding love of God.
Life shifts and changes, but the love of God…it is the
unchanging presence on which we stand.
Saturday, October 21, 2017
...to not see
Teach
me your way, O Lord, teach me your way!
your
guiding grace afford, teach me your way!
Help
me to walk aright, more by faith, less by sight;
lead
me with heavenly light, teach me your way.
---B. Mansell Ramsey, 1919
More by faith, less by
sight. Is there anything we humans
like less than not seeing? Whether it is a fear of the dark, the panic of a
blindfold, or the frustration of low vision or driving through a pounding
rainstorm, not seeing can leave us feeling helpless, and hopeless. Yet in
scripture we are instructed to ‘walk by faith and not by sight.’ Could anything take us out of our comfort zone
faster?
How might our lives change if
we walked less by sight and more by faith? Would our decision-making process
change? What judgements might we forgo, or at least suspend? Would we experience others’ needs and
problems in a different light? Would our dependence on God make us weak…or
would it make us strong?
Friday, October 13, 2017
...like you-hu-hu
Gracious Spirit, dwell with me, I would gracious be;
help me now Thy grace to see, I would be like Thee;
and, with words that help and heal, Thy life would mine
reveal;
and, with actions bold and meek, for Christ my Savior
speak.
---Thomas Toke Lynch, 1855
One of my favorite movies as a child was Walt Disney’s The
Jungle Book. A soundtrack highlight for me
was the scat jazz ‘I Wanna Be Like You’, sung by the masterful Louis Prima and penned by Richard and Robert
Sherman. In the chorus, King Louie sings,
Oh,
ooh-bee-doo, I wanna be like you-hu-hu,
I
wanna walk like you, talk like you, too…
Now, in the movie, King Louie had his own reasons for
wanting to be like Mowgli. But I thought about this song when I read this verse
of today’s hymn for the upcoming observance of Children’s Sabbath at our church.
I thought of it because, as a follower of Jesus, there is
nothing I want more than to be like Jesus. I want to walk ( and live) in the
way of Jesus; I want to talk (and love) in the way of Jesus. ‘I would
gracious be;’ I want to live my whole life
letting my words, my actions, my intentions be motivated and guided by the gift
of love that has surrounded me from birth.
How will I live if I know that I am representing Jesus to
the world? I want Jesus to speak through my life by my actions, bold in love
and meek when honoring others. I want to show Jesus’ life in mine, through
words that help and heal, in a world where words often tear down and injure, or
where silence causes wounds of its own.
Gracious spirit, dwell with me, I would gracious be…
I wanna walk like you, talk like you, too…
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Saturday, October 7, 2017
...reckless in giving
Take
whatever I can offer --- gifts that I have yet to find,
Skills
that I am slow to sharpen, talents of the hand and mind,
Things
made beautiful for others in the place where I must be;
Take
my gifts and let me love You, God who first of all loved me.
---Shirley Erena Murray, 1992
Offering. Giving. $$$. If we
are honest, many of us equate “giving” and “offering” with dollars. And there is no doubt about it --- the challenges of
the world need your dollars, and mine. But what intangibles do you command that
could make this world a better place? What of your own essence can you offer to God?
Is there a skill you can
offer? Some expertise you can bring to a situation? What talent could you
bring? Could you make the world a more beautiful place with your art, your
music? Could you give voice to those without? Shirley Erena Murray, a New
Zealand hymnist, imagines offering gifts and skills still “in development” to
God; gifts we are still discovering can be offered in trust to God. Can we be
reckless in our giving to God, offering up still unformed parts of ourselves in
the assurance that utility, even beauty, can be shaped from them? Do we
trust God to honor our gifts offered in love?
God. Who first of all loved
us.
Friday, September 29, 2017
...narrow minds, wide mercy, thank God
There’s
a wideness in God’s mercy, like the wideness of the sea;
There’s
a kindness in his justice which is more than liberty.
For
the love of God is broader than the measure of the mind;
And
the heart of the Eternal is most wonderfully kind.
---Frederick W. Faber, 1854
There is good news for us today, friends! God refuses to be
restricted to the limits of our thoughts about God! What a humbling thought ---
that our minds cannot conceive of the true nature of God’s mercy, grace, and
provision. No matter how vast and gracious we make God in our minds, God is
bigger and more loving. Even our idea of liberty as a high human and divine
ideal is puny next to God’s sense of, and exercise of, justice. In a very real
way, we have no idea what God is capable of!
We must be careful, I think, not to limit God to our own
understanding, not to place labels on God that (by definition) will limit and
diminish God’s essential nature. We would do well, I think, not to trade the
limitless compassion of a mysterious God for the quantifiable allowances of a
manageable god. In the end, if that is the
trade we make, we miss out on so much of who God is.
But thanks be
to God! Whatever we think, feel, imagine…God…is…more.
Friday, September 22, 2017
...befriend me
Praise
to the Lord, who doth prosper thy works and defend thee;
Surely his goodness and mercy here daily attend thee.
Ponder
anew what the Almighty can do,
If
with his love he befriend thee.
---Joachim Neander, 1680
This particular hymn text astounds me. Penned in 1680 (the
translation made in 1868), this text deals with the nature of God’s power. What
is amazing to me is the intimate nature of the relationship the writer
envisions between the powerful God of the universe and regular gals and fellas
like us. I know I shouldn’t, but I tend to think of intimacy with God as a
contemporary thought; this text brings me up short. This familiarity, this
friendship, is nothing evolved with our relational thinking; this has been a
part of the way many before you and me have experienced God’s care for God’s
beloved. I am asked to ponder anew what friendship with God can mean to regular
folk like me.
What does it mean to be friends with God? How does this new
identity affect the way I view my worth, my potential, my value? And how would
being God’s friend change the way I walk on this earth, the way I relate to the
rest of humanity? How would being God’s friend make me a more compassionate,
more understanding, more tender friend to you? What kind of effect does that
kind of friendship have?
Saturday, September 16, 2017
...the song goes on
Lo! The apostolic train joins your sacred name to hallow;
prophets swell the glad refrain, and the white-robed
martyrs follow.
And from morn to set of sun, through the church the song
goes on.
---Ignaz Franz, 18th century
I haven’t spent much time up north, where lots of mighty
rivers originate. I have heard that even the Mighty Mississippi begins as a
tiny trickle somewhere up in Minnesota (or, #controversyalert, South
Dakota!), before growing to one of the most
powerful rivers in the world down south. I am reminded of its slightly more
northerly section, and its building power, when I think of the heartbreaking
scene in Huckleberry Finn in
which Huck and Jim desperately try to resist the flow of the swollen
Mississippi in an effort to navigate onto the Ohio, and freedom. But you can’t
fight the current of a river that big.
And I’ve actually stood in the headwaters of our own ‘mighty
Chattahoochee’ in the mountains not many hours’ drive from here. What starts
small is added to by the trickle of tens, of hundreds, streams---until it is
flowing with a calm force that will not be denied.
The song of praise that all creation sings had its genesis, well,
you know, at the beginning. Can’t you
imagine the first elements of creation finding voice and offering that gift up
to Creator? And on, through the love story of God and God’s creation, the song
has grown---tens, hundreds of trickles and rivulets merging and mingling to
create one song that will not be denied.
Do you hear the people sing?
Sunday, September 10, 2017
...refuge and strength
Though the earth give way
When the mountains sway
If the seas heave and roar
When I can't stand more---
God is our refuge and strength
A help ever present, we won't be afraid.
God is our refuge and strength
We'll dwell near you all of our days.
---from Psalm 46/para.laca.
No matter how the world changes under our feet...our God walks beside us.
Click below to hear the song setting of this Psalm paraphrase...
Though the Earth Give Way
When the mountains sway
If the seas heave and roar
When I can't stand more---
God is our refuge and strength
A help ever present, we won't be afraid.
God is our refuge and strength
We'll dwell near you all of our days.
---from Psalm 46/para.laca.
No matter how the world changes under our feet...our God walks beside us.
Click below to hear the song setting of this Psalm paraphrase...
Though the Earth Give Way
Saturday, September 9, 2017
...for a reason
We are
called to be God’s prophets, speaking for the truth and right,
Standing
firm for godly justice, bringing evil into light.
Let us
seek the courage needed, our high calling to fulfill,
That
we all may know the blessing of the doing of God’s will.
---Thomas A. Jackson, 1973
Prophet. When I see
the word, my mind goes to seers, oracles, fortune-tellers, or at least future-tellers. Some guy dressed in outrageous rags with a more
outrageous hair-do, straight up giving the king the business. Same dude, few
days later, found tossed off the city heights or ripped limb from limb ‘under
mysterious circumstances’. Is that your
mental image, too? This does not sound like a highly sought-after gig, my
people.
In actuality, the word means something less spectacular, and
more applicable to our lives today. A prophet is one who speaks a fresh word
from God for the world. You see my meaning?
We could all be called to be
prophets, listening to the guidance of God as we share a fresh message of hope
to the world. We could be the
ones called to envision and embody the reign of Christ in the world. We could be the ones called to speak hope to despair.
Strength to fear. Love to apathy. Welcome to mistrust. Plenty to scarcity. Sound daunting? It does to
me, too. But our help and courage comes
from our close relatedness to Jesus and his message. Prophets. I am,
and you are. All of us are called.
And brothers and sisters, we have these voices for a reason.
Saturday, September 2, 2017
...different, together.
God is
here! As we Your people meet to offer praise and prayer,
We pray, we praise, we seek, we
anticipate…together
May we
find in fuller measure what it is in Christ we share.
Here,
as in the world around us, all our varied skills and arts
Wait
the coming of the Spirit into open minds and hearts.
---Fred Pratt Green, 1978
Here we are, God. We come to this place with an incredible
array of talents, needs, resources, hurts, dreams, and personalities. It is
quite amazing that we all keep coming here to make a church, isn’t it? What is
it that keeps us coming back, that entices us to search for the things that
bind us?
In the midst of our differences --- of need and resource, of
faith and fear, of black and white and shades of gray --- we seek the coming of
the Spirit of Christ. We await the Spirit, anticipate the Spirit --- to enliven
us, to inform us, to enlarge us, to add meaning to our lives.
Saturday, August 26, 2017
...lost...and home.
Words of life, words of hope,
give us strength, help us cope;
in this world where’er we roam
God’s ancient words will guide us home.
---Lynn DeShazo, 2001
Have you ever gotten lost? Turned around? So worn out you
lost track of the path ahead of you and stumbled into the high grass off the
side of the trail? Have you ever looked around for a sign, or down at a map, or
up at the stars, and wondered, “Where in the world am I?” Have you ever sat there, where you found
yourself---lost---and asked yourself, the open road, no one in particular, “How
in the world did I get to here?”
Friends, I am the queen of getting lost, but not just in a
literal way. I cannot count the times I’ve gotten lost behind a guitar, or in
the pages of a book, or in front of a screen of some sort. I’ve been lost at
the bottom of a mountain of to-do's, and
in a deep well of lonesomeness; and lost in frustration with the inadequacies
of this broken world, and inadequacies of my own. How about you? Where
do you get lost?
What hopeful, life-giving words, then, what a promise---that
ancient words, God-inspired and preserved for us in Scripture, stand as a
beacon in our lostness, in our turn-aroundness, in our discouragement and
weakness. I hear some speaking to me now:
In
this world you will have trouble, but fear not…I have overcome the world.
The
steadfast love of the Lord never ceases.
I
have loved you with an everlasting love.
You
are mine. You are precious in my sight.
These are the words that guide me home. Every time…every
time.
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Saturday, August 5, 2017
...change is...
Be
still, my soul: The Lord is on your side.
Bear
patiently the cross of grief or pain;
leave
to your God to order and provide;
in
every change God faithful will remain.
Be
still, my soul: Your best, your heavenly friend
through
thorny ways leads to a joyful end.
---Katharina von Schlegel, 1752
There seem to be truths about life, truths that anyone who
lives long enough will experience. Life is not always fair. Bad things happen
to good (and bad) people. And the only constant in this life…is change. And
while I have made my peace with life’s essential unfairness, and the fact that
good and bad things happen to good and bad folks, change kicks me in the teeth like a schoolyard bully every
time. Weird thing is, I resist change even when the situation I find myself in
isn’t particularly ideal. Because, you know, change, OUCH. You
may have a problem with one of the other of these great life truths.
And with truths like that, we need a friend in our corner.
In this text from the mid-1700’s, we are reminded that God, our best friend, is
on our side (your side, my side, all of our sides---but that’s another story
for another day). Armed with this knowledge, we are empowered to tackle and
solve some of life’s problems. And the others? Those river rapids rushing in
the near distance? We are supported while wading through treacherous crossings,
a strong arm firm around us lest we slip beneath the surface.
Be still, my soul…there is One beside you.
Saturday, July 29, 2017
...hide me
Jesus,
Lover of my soul, let me to thy bosom fly,
while
the nearer waters roll, while the tempest still is high;
hide
me, O my Savior hide, till the storm of life is past;
safe
into the haven guide, O receive my soul at last.
Other
refuge have I none; hangs my helpless soul on thee;
leave,
ah! leave me not alone, still support and comfort me.
All my
trust on thee is stayed, all my help from thee I bring;
cover
my defenseless head with the shadow of thy wing.
---Charles Wesley, 1738
Sometimes we need to face the difficult circumstances in our
lives, to fight the good fight, to stand and deliver. And sometimes we need to
hide. This text is about those times. What comfort is present in these images,
of Jesus as a lover and nurturer of what is most tender in us! What safety, to
fly to the bosom of God, there to be held in the shadow of God’s wing, like a
mother bird gathering and protecting her chicks with her very life. What a
grace to be in relationship with a God who provides both the courage for
living, and refuge for resting.
Hide me.
Saturday, July 22, 2017
...whole, complex, complete
Finish
then thy new creation, pure and spotless let us be;
Let us
see thy great salvation perfectly restored in thee:
Changed
from glory into glory, till in heaven we take our place,
Till
we cast our crowns before thee, lost in wonder, love, and praise.
---Charles Wesley, 1747
Restored and finished. Charles Wesley, in the mid-1700’s,
used these words to envision the fulfillment of God’s dream for humanity. With
a love that surpasses any other concept of love, God continues to “create” us,
to draw us toward purity, rendering out anything that blurs our essential
essence. With each new day, God’s love transforms us, glory
to glory, allowing each of us to become more of who we were always meant to be. This verse is an encouragement to me, as I often feel God must not quite be done with me yet! What a God we worship, whose creation is not limited to a one-time act, but
happens over and over to create and re-create us as whole, complex, and
complete!
It’s enough to lose ourselves in wonder, love, and praise….
Saturday, July 15, 2017
...not a shield...a shipmate
When I
tread the verge of Jordan, bid my anxious fears subside;
bear
me through the swelling current, land me safe on Canaan’s side:
songs
of praises, songs of praises, I will ever give to Thee.
---William Williams, 1745
The world is always seeking escapes from real life. Drugs,
alcohol, gambling, excessive screen time, plastic surgery, overeating---there are countless tempting ways to try avoiding the realities of
this world. There is great allure for a hurting yet ingenious humanity to try
conquering the unpleasantness of life in the same way we have conquered space
flight, locomotion, or bacterial infection. And if we are honest, many of us
want religion to serve the same purpose as these escapes---we want
it to shield us from the unpleasantness and pain of real life.
In today’s text, the hymn writer confronts real life
head-on. No mere escape, our faith walks with us through the fearful days (and
they will come, they will come). “When I tread the verge of Jordan…” ‘When’,
not ‘if’, and not ‘if I
must’. Facing life head-on, the writer
acknowledges that death is a reality we all must face. What calms his fears is
the steadfast belief that he will land safe on the other side. Facing the choppy
waters of the Jordan, our anxious fears subside when we are accompanied by our
strong deliverer.
Songs of praises we will ever give to Thee.
Saturday, July 8, 2017
...come and get it
Come, then, children, with your burdens --- life’s
confusions, fears, and pain.
Leave them at the cross of Jesus, take instead His
kingdom’s reign.
Bring your thirsts, for He will quench them --- He alone
will satisfy.
All our longings find attainment when to self we gladly
die.
---Marva J. Dawn, 1999
From pop culture to Protestant work ethic, from
self-realization to prosperity gospel, even the loose cherry-picked readings of
some of the New Testament’s “red letter writings” --- all over, the universe seems to be sending us a message loud
and clear: If you want it, come and get it. Take what you need. The desires
of your heart are there for a reason. Seek and you will find. Work for what you
want. God wants you to have nice things.
Here’s the thing, though. When we are invited, coaxed,
beckoned, called by Jesus to walk in his path, we do hear “Ask, and it will
be given you; search, and you will find….For everyone who asks receives.” But I can’t help but look at Jesus’ life among the
poor and broken, and think that perpetual Christmas morning excess is not what
he had in mind. I hear Jesus say, “When you lay down the distraction
of what you thought you wanted,
you can begin to focus on the real life of the spirit. And I will meet every
need. And you will finally be able to stop striving, and running after, and
grasping, and resenting. And then, friend, you will know what
it is to live.”
Lay down your burdens at the cross. Pick up life.
Friday, June 30, 2017
...with our hands
Now
thank we all our God with heart and hands and voices,
who
wondrous things hath done, in whom His world rejoices;
who,
from our mother’s arms, hath blessed us on our way
with
countless gifts of love, and still is ours today.
---Marin Rinkhart, 1636
I wish that I had written the first line of this hymn (well,
I might have tweaked the grammar a
little, but otherwise…). We are used to, even weary of, talking about giving
thanks. We have a holiday reserved for it (well, named for it…the holiday is reserved more and more for
eating and Christmas shopping). We debate whether we teach our children well
enough to say thank you as they grow up, and whether we continue that courtesy
as adults. We spend our table graces and parts of our corporate and private
prayers in thanksgiving for our blessings. This is not a novel thought.
The genius part? Thanking God with our hands. Now I get the thanking with our voices, and with
our hearts, but with our hands? I
like this way of thinking about thanking. What form would thanking with your
hands take? Would you ‘pay it forward’? Would you practice random acts of kindness? Would you give more than
you thought you could? Would you find yourself going above and beyond, if you
thanked with you heart, your hands, your voice?
Sunday, June 25, 2017
...I'll be good sometime
Take
my life, lead me, Lord, take my life, led me, Lord,
Make
my life useful to Thee.
---R. Maines Rawls, 1968
I was sitting up late one night during a holiday break, when
college-age children were ‘home’ for a bit. My cell phone chime startled me out
of a thoughtful reverie (ok, Sarah, I was probably asleep in the green chair), and I picked it up to read the following text
message: I’ll be
good sometime. After my heart stopped racing, I was able to decipher
the message; the sender’s predictive texting had interpreted the entered word ‘home’ as the word ‘good’ (same letters on the T9 keypad). And while I’ll
be home sometime isn’t terribly specific,
it is much more comforting than I’ll be good sometime.
In this life, most of us can handle being called to
‘goodness’. We can do that, even if it is only ‘sometimes’. But, God knows, brothers and sisters, we are called
to more than goodness. We are called to usefulness, to service, to faithfulness
to the Savior who poured out his own life for ours.
Friends, we are not called just to be good; we are called to
be good for something.
Thursday, June 15, 2017
...never, never alone
There’s not a plant or flower below, but makes Thy
glories known;
and clouds arise, and tempests blow, by order from Thy
throne;
while all that borrows life from Thee is ever in Thy
care,
and everywhere that we can be, Thou, God, art present
there.
---Isaac Watts, 1715
The signs are all around. They are in the breeze, underfoot.
In messages writ large and small, we are reminded that we don’t make our way
through this life unaccompanied. Power and tenderness, delicacy and strength,
stillness and motion---God’s presence is felt in myriad ways, in every place
and time, in ways we desperately seek and in ways discovered as serendipitous
gift.
The Psalmist relates it this way:
Where
can I go from your spirit? Or where can I flee from your presence?
If
I ascend to heaven, you are there; if I make my bed in Sheol, you are there.
If
I take the wings of the morning and settle at the farthest limits of the sea,
even there your hand shall lead
me, and your right hand shall hold me fast.
If I say, ‘Surely the darkness
shall cover me,
and the light around me become
night,’
even the darkness is not dark to
you;
the night is as bright as the
day, for darkness is as light to you.
---Psalm
139: 7-12
Sisters and brothers, we are never. never. alone. And it is
not our job to bind God to us some way.
Erasmus said, ‘Bidden or not bidden, God is present.’
Hear the good news, and rest assured.
Sunday, June 4, 2017
,,,the wind changes everything
Wind who makes all winds that blow ---gusts that bend the
saplings low,
gales that heave the sea in waves, stirrings in the
mind’s deep caves ---
aim your breath with steady power on your church, this
day, this hour.
Raise, renew the life we’ve lost, Spirit God of
Pentecost.
---Thomas Troeger, 1983
It was one of those days. The kind when you slap bugs
crawling up and down your back, and find it’s sweat pouring down your spine.
When your gaze across the blacktop of the supermart parking lot is crazed and
zagged by waves of rising heat. When the silence is so thick your ears ring
with it. When you walk bowlegged, just to keep your thighs from rubbing
together where they are chafed, from rubbing together on days just like this. Five
days, ten. All of them. It has been this
hot, this humid, this still, for. ev. er.
You have work to do. The heat, the stillness won’t stop you,
won’t keep you from working with skill, with dedication, with honor. Won’t cause
you to throw up your hands, throw in the towel, throw up the white flag of
surrender. You believe in the work you do, feel called to it, even. Leaving it
undone, or half-done, feels as wrong as planting without mulch to protect from
the harsh sun. Beside all that, you are no quitter, are you?
So you keep on.
But, playing with your sweaty curls, ruffling the hem of
your red-dusted work shirt, sending pecan leaves trembling is a freshening, a
breeze. You raise your eyes to the horizon, edge of disbelieving…but there
it is, again. You are still, almost afraid
to move for fear the wind will disappear. But you do. And it doesn’t.
And that wind. It renews. It envigorates. It restores the
joy to the work you were doing. It colors your shades of grey world, reminds
you how good, how life-giving, your labor was. Is.
The wind? It changes
everything.
Friday, May 26, 2017
...one epic jam
The earth is God’s flute, God’s cello and chime,
the wind draws the notes. The seasons keep time.
At dusk and at night, from the sunrise past noon
God’s playing and singing a ravishing tune.
---Thomas Troeger, 1985
Thou rushing wind that art so strong, ye clouds that sail
in heaven along,
Thou rising morn, in praise rejoice; ye lights of
evening, find a voice.
Thou flowing water, pure and clear, make music for thy
Lord to hear;
Thou fire so masterful and bright, that givest us both
warmth and light.
Alleluia!
---Francis of Assisi, 1225
I spent this evening making music with some of the greatest
guys I know. We sat in a circle, and played and sang with, and for, each other.
We learned, and taught, suggested, improved, polished, sat back and enjoyed.
Some of my favorite times are those I spend sitting with people who love songs
like I do, making them come alive.
I spend a good bit of my free time with music. Listening to
music, singing, playing, writing music---marrying text with tune to find the
just-right expression that transcends both. The first hymn text above, from
Thomas Troeger, asks us to imagine Creator God, sitting in a circle with all of
creation, making sacred sound that becomes more beautiful as more, and more diverse, elements are
added to its harmonies. Imagine sitting in that singing circle! After living with the charming Troeger text, my mind
was drawn, repeatedly, back across centuries to the words of celebration and
praise left us by Francis of Assisi. He so connected with Creator God through
God’s creation; this text is praise to the Creator and thanksgiving for the
music of creation.
Grab a drum or guitar, or warm up your pipes…God is
gathering all creation for a music circle! Let’s not be late…I hear it will
be epic.
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Friday, May 19, 2017
...in your eyes
To
all, life thou givest, to both great and small;
in all
life thou livest, the true life of all;
we
blossom and flourish as leaves on the tree,
and
wither and perish – but naught changeth thee.
---Walter Chalmers Smith, 1867
This mid 19th century hymn of praise tackles a
tough issue for many God-seekers of all eras: the unknow-ability of God. God, invisible, hidden, inaccessible. Over
centuries, millennia, from the dawn of humankind, folk have been searching for
a face for God; usually the one we come up with is an awful lot like our own.
Having an invisible God doesn’t suit a human race that likes visibility. Thus,
we erect statues. We paint icons and frescoes. We weave tapestries. We create
stories full of personification and pronouns. We fall short. Every time. Our
minds are too small for the vastness of God’s identity.
And that’s ok. With every rendering, parable, grasping
simile, we stretch ourselves to glimpse a little more of the God-ness of God. In this hymn, Walter Chalmers Smith grasped
just a bit, I think. God gives life to all, great and small. God lives a true
life in all. God lives in all. …God lives in all? If God is present in all life, perhaps we need not
look too far to catch a glimpse of God’s glory. Perhaps I need only look into
your eyes, and you need only look into mine.
Saturday, May 13, 2017
...this side of heaven
For
the joy of human love,
brother,
sister, parent, child,
friends
on earth and friends above,
for
all gentle thoughts and mild,
Lord
of all, to Thee we raise this
our
hymn of grateful praise.
---Folliott S Pierpoint, 1864
The joy of human love.
Flawed, fragile, erring love, conditional and weak, sometimes selfish and
self-serving. Love has come through and come around. Love has rescued and
resisted. Love has let me down, and ground me down. Love has promised and lied.
But love, nonetheless, sometimes wounded or wounding, the best we have to give
and receive this side of heaven.
It’s an easy thing to be thankful for God’s love for us
---the perfect, endless, complete love of our boundless God, shown us in Jesus.
This verse reminds us that there is joy in the human love we share with those
close to us, imperfect thought it may be. And the more we practice this human
love, the better reflection of God’s love we are able to mirror in our own
relationships. The love of those around us strengthens and encourages.
Let’s raise our hymn to God for the joy of human love. Praise
and gratitude, Lord of all.
Friday, May 5, 2017
...beloved, and loving
All who hunger, sing together; Jesus Christ is living
bread.
Come from loneliness and longing. Here, in peace, we have
been led.
Blest are those who from this table live their days in
gratitude.
Taste and see the grace eternal. Taste and see that God
is good.
---Sylvia Dunstan, 1990
Communion. Union.
Community. From the Latin communio, ‘sharing
in common’. This word, communion,
speaks to the deep loneliness and longing for fellowship settled in the souls
of so many of us, waking faint stirrings of…hope, maybe? There are so many periods of isolation and
sequestration in this busy, noisy life---many of them in the midst of the noise and busy-ness of everyday life. So many
days which stretch from end to end with no real human interaction breaking
through workaday, rote communication, or days of solitary pursuits.
Into this lonesome landscape shines the chance to gather at
the table of our Brother Jesus, eating and drinking of love and sacrifice,
telling each other the stories that bind us to Christ and to each other. The
table draws us---not strangers but family, not hurried and harried but grateful
and blessing, not fearful of rejection but cherished and welcoming. This table
calls us empty, and we feed each other. This table draws us, and sends us. This
table makes of us beloved, and loving.
Oh, taste and see…
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Friday, April 28, 2017
...come to the table
When we are walking, doubtful and dreading,
blinded by sadness, slowness of heart,
blinded by sadness, slowness of heart,
yet Christ walks with us ever awaiting our invitation:
stay, do not part.
---Susan Palo Cherwien, 1996
This lovely modern hymn, by contemporary poet Susan Palo
Cherwien, is a meditation on the story usually called ‘The Road to Emmaus’. I
kind of think it should be called ‘The House at the End of the Road to Emmaus’.
Because friends, all the real fabulous-ness, all the wonder, all the eye-opening
connection happened at the kitchen table in a little house at 223 Emmaus Way
right about supper time. The travelers walked with the mysterious stranger all
day, discussing current events and even Bible knowledge; but it wasn’t until
pulling up chairs around a table laden with a thrown-together,
just-got-home-from-vacation, raid-the-fridge-for-leftovers, broke-down feast
that bridges began to be built between hearts.
Now, some of you who follow me on Instagram or Facebook know
that I kinda like food (ok, I love it), and I especially love being able to
share something lovely with other folks. I have two hashtags that I commonly
use when posting about food: #cometothetable and #alwaysroomforonemore. These
spell out my personal kitchen ethos. Good, good things happen around the table,
when we drop our guard to pick up forks and mugs. Spending unhurried time
together sharing a common meal lends itself to sharing our inner selves.
Sometimes, just sometimes, our private fears and hopes and dreams become common
bonds. And around this kind of table, friends, there is always room for one
more. The welcome is warm, and the provision is plenty.
Around the table in the house at the end of the road to
Emmaus, lingering over a last mug of chai and the heel of a loaf, their eyes
were opened, and the travelers recognized Jesus.
Come to the table. Linger. With your eyes and heart open,
you never know who you may see.
Sunday, April 16, 2017
...Monday's coming
Soar
we now where Christ has led, following our exalted Head;
Made
like Him, like Him we rise; ours the cross, the grave, the skies.
Alleluia!
---Charles Wesley, 1739
Here we are at Easter, the simplest day of the year to
follow Jesus! Soaring where Christ has led, rising like him…feels pretty
wonderful, right? And we need a day like Easter, because the rest of the year
is sure to follow. There was a popular poster when I was younger (Kids, we used
to unroll these big paper pictures with groovy sayings on them and hang them on
our bedroom walls! They were like the memes of a bygone generation!) that
featured a cross dramatically backlit, with the text, “It’s Friday…but
Sunday’s coming!” Well, I need a poster
(but I’d just as soon have a good meme) that says It’s Sunday! …but
Monday’s coming. #wompwomp.” We live in a
Monday world, friends, where the cross and grave, and busyness and inattention,
and a hundred tiny everyday cruelties are always with us. We need a little Easter every now and then. We are promised
that if we follow Christ by owning the cross, and the grave, that we will also
own the skies with him.
Made like You, to follow You, we turn with expectation
toward a future that includes the cross, the grave…and the skies. Alleluia!
Friday, April 7, 2017
...the lips of children
All
glory, laud, and honor to Thee, Redeemer, King,
To
whom the lips of children made sweet hosannas ring.
Thou
didst accept their praises --- accept the praise we bring,
Who in
all good delightest, Thou good and gracious King!
---Theodulph of Orleans, ca. 821
Count on a kid to tell it like it is. Maybe this is the
reason for the old adage, “Children should be seen and not heard.” Over the course of our lives we develop the ability
to filter our thoughts before they become words. We become polite, refined, and
maybe just a wee bit fake. We
also sometimes lose the child’s ability to see things as they are, without
expectation or preconception. We accept nothing at face value, examining each
comment and appearance for inflection, shading, nuance. Kids? They see it like it is, and say it like it is.
In today’s text, hosannas stream from the lips of children.
They were onto Jesus, and seemed attracted to him without reservation. They saw
what they saw, and liked it, and joyously praised Jesus. May we today be like
children…no filters, no prejudices, no reservations about praising our
redeemer, Jesus Christ.
Let at least one of those hosannas be mine, Lord.
Friday, March 31, 2017
...how love sounds
Lord, your church on earth is seeking your renewal from
above;
teach us all the art of speaking with the accent of your
love.
We would heed your great commission: “Go now into every
place;
preach, baptize, fulfill my mission, serve with love and
share my grace.”
---Hugh Sherlock, 1960
I am always interested in the decision of television
directors and producers---mainly of news, documentary, and reality
programming---to decide to use subtitles to “translate” the speech of
characters or interview subjects with broken English or thick accents. I am
continually amazed (and amused) by the
great diversity of ways that we speak “American English”---cultural, regional,
and even generational differences. Yes, generational---I sometimes think folk of a certain age might need
subtitles to understand the everyday slang of teens and twenty-somethings! One
of the most humorous choices, to a (mostly) southerner like me, is subtitles
applied to a thick southern accent---how could anyone have trouble understanding that?!
I think what fascinates me is accent. People who specialize
in training actors can sometimes isolate and identify accents not just by
country or region, but by city, or even borough or neighborhood in the case of
New York City. They can train actors to speak with the accent of a certain
location, a certain people group, a certain era.
Imagine with me what the sound might be of all of us
speaking with love’s accent. What would our voices sound like? What words would
fill our vocabularies? What tone, what timbre would govern our speech? How does
love sound, translated into everyday language? Would the world recognize
love’s accent on our tongues?
Would we need subtitles to translate love?
Saturday, March 25, 2017
...the time that I've taken
A thousand ages in thy sight are like an evening gone;
Short as the watch that ends the night before the rising
sun.
---Isaac Watts, 1719
Time is such a strange concept. Each day has twenty-four hours
in it; some seem to fly by and we leave things undone, while others crawl,
second by second. And I’ve known people that I would wager had more hours in
the day than I do --- they fit so much
more in! And does time take forever
when we are waiting on something? Daylight saving time? Don’t get me
started! It’s been over a week, and I’m still mad about the hour that disappeared into thin air
from my overnight one Saturday night!
This is not a new puzzle; the Israelites were always
wondering when God would act, and tiring of waiting for things to happen. In
this 300-year-old text, Isaac Watts reminds us that our time and God’s time are
different. We may find it easier to wait when we remember that God’s reality
runs on a different clock than ours.
Thursday, March 16, 2017
...even our scars are lovely
In heavenly love abiding, no change my heart shall fear;
and safe is such confiding, for nothing changes here:
the storm may roar about me; my heart may low be laid;
but God is all around me, and can I be dismayed?
---Anna L. Waring, 1850
In their song 'Breakeven', The Script sing, 'I'm fallin' to pieces, 'cause when a heart breaks,
no it don't break even.' And if I'm honest, I could raise a glass and sing
along extra loud with that chorus...how about you? Experience crushes, the
storm roars, my heart is 'laid low'.
And I would swear I am falling apart.
And here's the thing: it's all true. When we choose to
engage this broken world in love, heart in hand, otherwise unarmed...it.
will. break. us. We cannot engage
brokenness, I don't think, and remain whole, unchanged. The world will break us
and, even when we heal, we will bear the scars of our wounds as reminders, and
the sites of the breaks will ache on days when the cold and damp push against
us like a late winter storm.
But, friends, hear the good news. In our brokenness, bearing the scars of love, we
grow more and more to resemble our broken Brother, Jesus, who by his own choice
entered the flow of everyday brokenness, and wears the scars of engaging
wounded and wounding humanity in love and tender compassion. By his great love
this God walks with us on our broken way, transforming our dismay into
devotion, offering us the chance to see that even our scars are
lovely.
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Friday, March 10, 2017
...a resting place
My faith has found a resting place, not in device nor
creed;
I trust the Ever-living One, his wounds for me shall
plead.
I need no other argument, I need no other plea,
It is enough that Jesus died, and that he died for me.
---Lidie Edmunds, c. 1890
We’ve all heard the stories of the minutiae that divide
Christians from time to time. The color of the pew cushions in the new
sanctuary…blue like the river of life, or red like the blood of sacrifice? The
organ…loud or soft? Bongos and guitars in the Sunday morning worship or high
church and opera voices? Whether to sing
all four verses of every hymn, or save time with a quick pass by first and
last? King James or NRSV?
This hymn reminds me every time that letting the small
things get in the way of the one true thing --- Christ’s sacrifice to
reconcile us to God --- keeps us far from
each other, and from our spiritual center. Our faith rests not in creed,
argument, or the thousand little things good people sometimes disagree about. Our
faith rests in the good news, the gospel, that Christ died, and lived, for
you…and me. Here is our resting place. Here
is our center.
Friday, February 24, 2017
...to not need you
Sister, let me be your servant, let me be as Christ to
you;
pray that I may have the grace to let you be my servant,
too.
Brother, let me be your servant, let me be as Christ to
you;
pray that I may have the grace to let you be my servant,
too.
---Richard Gillard, 1974
Lord, make me useful. How can I help? What can I do for you?
How quick we are as a people to offer, and (generally)
follow through with, help, assistance, and support to those around us in need.
And that is awesome. And while we may argue with Joey Tribbiani of Friends fame over whether there is any truly selfless good
deed (“Look, there’s no unselfish good deeds, sorry.”), most of us would agree that serving others makes
the world a kinder, gentler place. We are quick to offer to friends, family,
and even strangers the hand of help, as Charlie Puth sings in his well-known
song:
I’m
only one call away, I’ll be there to save the day,
Superman
got nothing on me, I’m only one call away.
What I am not as good at, and I bet the same could be said
for you, is allowing someone the gift of being servant to me in my need. I
would do nearly anything to not need you. And
that, friends, is a crying shame. Because when I keep you from serving me in my
need (and it is there, let’s not kid each other) I don’t just rob myself of the aid and comfort you
are glad to offer me as your sister. I also fail to exercise the grace of
allowing you to be a servant, to participate in your own transformation into
the likeness of Christ. All because I would swear with my last breath that I’m
just fine.
Let us be each other’s servants. And let us allow others the
holy privilege of serving us. This grace…it’s a mutual dance, never meant as
a solo.
Friday, February 17, 2017
...a God who stands in contrast
Holy,
holy, holy! Lord God almighty!
Early
in the morning our song shall rise to Thee.
Holy,
holy, holy! Merciful and mighty!
God in
three Persons, blessed Trinity!
---Reginald Heber, 1826
I will admit it. I have always been a bit put off by
descriptions of God as powerful. It seems in this world that being powerful is
an invitation to mistreat or take advantage of the weak and poor. For every “good
King Wenceslas”, there are hundreds of “Ivan
the Terribles”. Power seems so
intoxicating, and so easy to abuse. So my vision of a powerful, almighty God is
colored by the lens of the world in which I live, and the one I read about in
history books. Reginald Heber, in the mid-1800’s, caught the essence of God’s
power with one short phrase: “merciful and mighty.”
In a world where might is often used to man-handle and
menace, and strength to strong-arm and subdue, we the faithful shine a light on
a God who stands in contrast to those faulty human ideals. We worship a God who
is strong and tender, who is limitless and approachable, who is Law and Love.
Merciful and mighty, God, we worship you.
Friday, February 10, 2017
...on singing all the verses
A
mighty fortress is our God, a bulwark never failing;
Our
helper He, amid the flood of mortal ills prevailing.
For
still our ancient foe doth seek to work us woe;
his
craft and power are great, and, armed with cruel hate,
on
earth is not his equal.
---Martin Luther, c. 1529
In some churches, when time in the service runs short, hymns
may be abbreviated by leaving out verses (personally, I think each verse has
its own message for me, and I love singing them all!). With most hymns you lose
some of the wisdom using this approach, but the general message remains
understandable. Today’s hymn is a stark exception. Sing only the first verse of
this hymn, and the world is left in the hands of evil, with no valiant hero to
fend off our “ancient foe”. What a state we’re left in at the end of the
first verse of this 500-year-old hymn!
But in hymns as in life, an old saying comes to mind. It
goes like this: “Everything works out in the end. If things haven’t worked
out, it’s not the end!” With our human
shortsightedness, we grow impatient for things to work out, for problems to be
solved, for worries to be calmed, for questions to be answered, for right to
prevail. Because our sight is limited to vision, we tremble at the unseen
unresolved. Because our sense of time is
limited to what we can measure, we cower at the prospect of a boundless
future. Remembering that God’s time is not
often our time, let us actively await the final stanza…
“God’s kingdom is forever.”
Friday, February 3, 2017
...I confess. And I believe.
God, let us be a bridge of care connecting people
everywhere.
Help us confront all fear and hate and lust for power
that separate.
When chasms widen, storms arise, O Holy Spirit, make us
wise.
Let our resolve, like steel, be strong to stand with
those who suffer wrong.
---Ruth Duck, 1991
I confess today. I
have been small, and I have limited my idea of God to smallness. I have hated
those who were other, and feared those I hated…or did it work the
other way around? I don’t want power in my
own hands, that is too heavy a thing; I just want things to work the right way,
my way. I confess this yearning
for a finger in the pot.
My God, I pray for the things that separate me from serving
and standing resolutely with those who suffer to yield to wisdom from you. I
pray for the fears and doubts that keep me shackled when I should be about
kingdom business to yield to the floods of your hope and healing love.
And I believe. I
believe that at your table, transformation is an everyday miracle, and grace is
served at every meal. We may come to the table as strangers, lonely and weak
and worn, but we leave as friends, strengthened for the challenges of building
family and standing with each other.
I confess. And I believe.
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Friday, January 27, 2017
...you wouldn't believe what's up there!
God of Creation, all-powerful, all wise,
Lord of the universe rich with surprise,
Maker, Sustainer, and Ruler of all,
we are your children --- You hear when we call.
---Margaret Clarkson, 1987
Back when I was young and could sleep on the ground, I often
spent a weekend camping with friends in the mountains of north Georgia,
enjoying scenes of rugged beauty around every bend and over every hill. Being
carefree (I did mention that we were
young, didn’t I?), we often knew only the general area we wanted to explore,
and this led to lots of wondering. I don’t mean ‘wandering’; I mean
‘wondering’, as in, “I wonder where we are now?” One particular weekend we were more aimless than
usual, and had gotten onto a one-and-a-half-lane road, headed almost straight
up into the sky (no easy feat for a baby-blue Monte Carlo!). At a bend in the
road, we met an oncoming van, and inched over as far as we dared to let it
pass. As it did, the driver waved and greeted us; we asked what was up ahead.
Now, what we meant was, “Is there a camping spot up ahead?” But he had a bigger
answer in mind. “Man,” he said earnestly, “you wouldn’t believe what’s up there! There’s trees, and mountains, and
grass…”
That dude up on the mountain saw the world with a sense of
wonder, with a delight I am usually too jaded to enjoy. In today’s hymn,
Margaret Clarkson names the God of a creation ‘rich with surprise.’ As I meditate on the concept of a universe created
teeming with delight and overflowing with mind-blowing creativity, I think of
eclipses, lightning storms, giraffes…and grace.
You wouldn’t believe what’s up there!
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Saturday, January 21, 2017
...little things
The
church’s one foundation is Jesus Christ her Lord;
She is his new creation, by water and the Word:
From
heaven he came and sought her to be his holy bride,
With his own blood he bought her, and for her life he died.
---Samuel J. Stone, 1866
I’ve heard the stories, and you probably have, too. Churches
that split over what color the new carpet will be, or whether to sing the Amen
at the end of hymns, or whether to play drums in the sanctuary. And I am sure
that, in the midst of the discussions, each of these issues seemed important to
their adherents. We could make a list of bigger, more theologically-based
issues that divide Christianity into denominations, factions, sects, and even
warring camps. Emotional issues, and closely-held; the sort that draw tears and
raise voices and blood pressure.
I always come back to this hymn’s first line. Jesus is
the one foundation of the Church. Jesus ---
his teachings, his life, his example, his leading --- is the strong base on
which we build all that our community of faith is. The little things are just
that…little things. And while
there is a place in life for the little things, let us never forget the one
foundation, the big thing that holds us all up. Let us remember Jesus, our
foundation.
Friday, January 13, 2017
...just details
My
hope is built on nothing less than Jesus’ blood and righteousness;
I dare
not trust the sweetest frame, but wholly lean on Jesus’ name.
On
Christ the solid Rock I stand; all other ground is sinking sand.
---Edward Mote, 1834
We pin our hopes on many things --- the stock market,
savings, a spouse or parent, hard work, luck, the list goes on. As Christians
we may put our hope in a minister or ministry, a local church, or a
denomination. We may even hope in a particular interpretation of scripture, or
a certain way of reading the Bible.
This hymn reminds me that there is one rock solid enough for
the construction of my hopes, and that is no human institution, religious or
secular. That rock is the person of Jesus---his life, sacrifice, and triumph
over the powers that were in the world.
Everything else is just details. Sinking sand. Christ is the solid Rock.
Saturday, January 7, 2017
...bound like that
O to grace how great a debtor daily I’m constrained to
be!
Let Thy goodness, like a fetter, bind my wandering heart
to Thee:
Prone to wander, Lord, I feel it, prone to leave the God
I love;
Here’s my heart, Lord, take and seal it; seal it for Thy
courts above.
---Robert Robinson, 1758
It might be easy to see this verse as a guilt trip. What
kind of lousy follower am I? Prone to wander, in debt to grace, I need a fetter
--- a chain --- to bind me to God. Ouch. Then I remember that this hymn, as so
much of life, is not about me. This hymn
explores not human nature, frail and failing though it be. This text is all
about the nature of God, a God who loves us enough to pursue us, to bind us to
Godself with chains --- chains made not of might or threat, or violence, but of
goodness. And in my inmost heart,
I long to be held close to the heart of God, with fetters that tender. I am a
debtor. For God’s unfailing mercy, I owe a debt I will never repay. Through
God’s grace, freely given, I owe nothing.
Because of the weightlessness of my bonds, I will serve
always out of love and gratitude. I’m bound like that.
Sunday, December 25, 2016
...straw against the chill
...and in the frozen stillness, a mighty voice is heard:
God is here among you, human is the Word.
---Bob Franke
Emmanuel. #godwithus #usforeachother
God is here among you, human is the Word.
---Bob Franke
Emmanuel. #godwithus #usforeachother
Saturday, December 17, 2016
...to welcome Love
People, look east, the time is near for the crowning of
the year.
Make your house fair as you are able,
trim the hearth and set the table.
People, look east, and sing today:
Love, the Guest, is on the way.
---Eleanor Farjeon, 1928
I know about some of the Christmas decorations out there.
I've driven around. And I've cruised around FB too, and Buzzfeed. I've seen
Santas, and snowmen, and Nativity scenes (sometimes all in one yard). I've seen white lights, multi-colored lights,
twinkle lights, chaser lights, net lights, all orange and blue lights (here in
Auburn Tiger territory, not an uncommon sight).
I've seen tasteful and tacky, with a few stops in-between.
There is something in us, a good number of us anyway, that
pokes and prods at us to pull out a Christmas sweater (or ten) for our house
this time of year. Is it because we're happy? to make us happy? to convince
other people we're happy? a bit of a combination of everything I've thought of,
and more?
In this lovely poem from Eleanor Farjeon, we are reminded
that we are preparing for the arrival of a special Guest, with all the
'trimming' that might bring. When we invite Love in to stay, what kind of
decorating might we do to our hearts? How would we set the table of our lives
to welcome Love? What would we do to prepare a place for this most important
Guest?
People, look east. The time is near…
Saturday, December 3, 2016
...it's independence day!
Come, thou long-expected Jesus, born to set Thy people
free;
From our fears and sins release us; let us find our rest
in Thee.
Born thy people to deliver, born a child and yet a King,
Born to reign in us forever, now Thy gracious kingdom
bring.
---Charles Wesley, 1744
Advent is all about…well, you know…hope, peace, joy, and
love, right? This hymn says Advent is all
about…freedom…deliverance…a kingdom of grace. A topsy-turvy kingdom ruled by a child-king,
reigning not over us, but in
us. Free from what, we may wonder? We are
living in the USA, as free as any people in the world. But there are bars that
imprison us in a narrow world of small expectations and low risks. We are
prisoner to our fears and sins, allowing them to hold us back from full
participation in Christ’s kingdom of grace. In so many ways, we are far from
free.
But the reign of the Christ Child? All about the freedom, my
friends. In this kingdom, we are beckoned, day by day, to venture beyond the
limits we set for ourselves and each other. In this kingdom there is no place
for our small-minded fears and doubts.
Talk about your revolution….it’s independence day!
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Saturday, November 26, 2016
...the mystery of coming to us
Rejoice!
Rejoice!
Emmanuel
shall come to thee,
O
Israel!
---Latin hymn
Breathless from the bustle of autumn, we arrive at the first
Sunday of Advent. Here in a football town, it seems we rush straight through
football season headlong into the string of holidays that stretch from
Thanksgiving through New Year’s. If we observe it, the season of Advent can
give us a chance to take a breath, focus on the meaning of Christ’s birth,
prepare our hearts for a sea change.
Abby and Sarah have always felt that this hymn, from the 12th
century, is the only appropriate way to usher in the season. I think that its
words delineate, in mysterious yet earthy fashion, the difference between Christianity and religion. First
there is the name given for this coming Savior --- Emmanuel, “God with us”. Not God up there, or God on a throne, or God with a big naughty or nice list and
a long memory. God…with…us. Then there is the rest of the
short refrain: “Emmanuel shall come to thee”. Jesus is the God who comes to us. No more beseeching
the heavens, stumbling around in the dark, crying out and hearing only the echo
of our prayers.
God with us, come to us. Mystery, bound to earth. Rejoice!
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